lets see. if someone one day came up to u and offered to solve ur problem with the promise of expecting nothing in return . u dono that guy so u declined. but he kept asking to help u with REPEATED of demanding nothing in return. u have nothing to lose but less problem so u said yes.
Problem solved. He demanded a seat by lieing that other players will leave with him if he dun get one.Questioned the other players , they said it was not true. What happen to the "expecting nth in return". Telling mi that u can leave which later on u tell mi you dreadly wanted a seat. got the chic to hint mi to kick D. Fine i have no problem in giving u THat seat.
later on, you complained saying u feel like a toy, wont get to play. Said u could leave the team once again. Here come the question. Lets sae if u get to play tgt with ronaldo or watever, u get to learn , u get groomed , u get paid equallly , u get to play with gd players just that u dont get to play as much. U GOT INTO the team through SPECIAL ADMISSION , through SPECIAL MEANS. No one blame for telling that lie . YET again u demanded for more . MOre playing time more fame. THe world out there is de survival of the fittest.U should be lucky to get urself a seat. Being the sixth player indirectly concludes that u're not that strong. But u're given the chance to get to the top. what more do u want.Rise to the top seat in 1day?

Yes sure u 're right , we dont even have a gd opinion of u even in the team. BUT I' MYSELF made the decision to give u that seat . the rest didnt really agree but gave face to mi.I lied and didnt break that out to you.They trust mi in my sight.Thats call respect.If u wan any respect or command of the team, u have to gain it yourself and not through playing mind games with each of us individually to climb upward.
Seriously. by planning yourside a plan B should anything happen to u, u couldnt be far away from wat u think of mi. One thing seriouly bad about u is u urself feel inferior about urself. Thats the reason why u have no friends and why you do everything to make ppl accept u . Being Nice to ppl and expecting them to be nice/friendly back to you.Picturing all this in ur mind right before u even help.

Everything must be a maths formula a=a ; When things doesnt go what u wanted u started blaming us being ingrateful.Haven u thought some people just dont really need that help ? I win WCG last year starting from a nobody team with nothing but the support of the team itself. What makes u think i needed that $200 to be motivated towin this years.$200 could mean cabbing to school daily for mi but i used to mrt.
Prize from compies are just what i earned through my HArdwork. And i'm happy to use that $. Cuz its hardearn.

define making use of ppl. 1) playing mind games with all the people around telling them what they like to hear and think of smt to por them 2)afterward ASK ppl to do thing for u at their expense. U volunteered. U said u need not any rewards. U say u no fnds just wan to be fnds.U be happy sitting on the bench watching us play. i dun see how u going to make fnds by expecting them to be friendly to you in a short moment. Friends arent make over a day. Friends is about knowing each other after spending time together.

At the end of the day, i'm not angry nor guilty but pity u.The trust is invoked so is that seat.